(Verse 1)
See, I ain't tryna be a fuckin' mess,
but I never clean my mind.
I just sit up at my desk,
always argue with myself.
Never make any progress.
Maybe speaking from the heart
will help me level up instead.
But I'm feelin like I'm dead.
Feelin' like my mental pencil's runnin' out of lead.
Runnin' out of things to say to you. Right out, I bled.
Honestly, I gotta find a way to go to bed.

(Bridge)
Layin' back in my bed never helped me to fall asleep
'cause you were always on my mind;
I know I say it all the time,
but I'm for real:
You have my heart, my soul, [and] my life. I have an

(Chorus)
Urge to see your face,
and I'm standing on the verge. This thing will break.
Break! Break!
Urge to see your face,
I'm just standing on the verge. This thing will break.
Break! Break!
Everytime I look into your eyes, I keep seein you and I have different fates.
Fate! Fate!
Hurts to see your face,
and I'm standing on the verge. This thing will break.
Break! Break!

(Verse 2)
What is there to say?
All I've ever done is wait for you to come my way, but
I must wait another day.
Wait all of eternity, you're never gonna stay,
But I love you,
But it doesn't make a difference that I love you.
Even though you know I've put nothing above you,
[]So I know I'll never have the peace and love that doves do,
and it sucks, but it's life. And I might
have to try to find a way to love myself,
instead of searching for the love of someone else.
Yeah, it's kinda hard to tell you
all the things I wanna tell,
but you probably see just how hard I fell.


(Bridge)
Layin' back in my bed never helped me to fall asleep
'cause you were always on my mind;
I know I say it all the time,
but I'm for real:
You have my heart, my soul, [and] my life. I have an

(Chorus)
Urge to see your face,
and I'm standing on the verge. This thing will break.
Break! Break!
Urge to see your face,
I'm just standing on the verge. This thing will break.
Break! Break!
Everytime I look into your eyes, I keep seein you and I have different fates.
Fate! Fate!
Hurts to see your face,
and I'm standing on the verge. This thing will break.
Break! Break!

(Verse 3)
I ain't tryna call you out.
I just kinda write about what I'm thinkin about. It's
kinda hard to be cordial.
I had an assortment of things that we could've done together,
but it's never gonna happen.
[]Never is better to say
than to get my fuckin' hopes up,
waitin' for the day.
Are there things you wanna say?
Would they sting me once again?
Do you see me strictly as a means?
Well, have it your way. I'm
NOT gonna keep fallin'
DOWN into your trap.
I say that line to myself,
but I know I'm full of crap
'cause... I'm yours,
but you're NOT mine.
This paper has become my suicide hotline.

(Bridge)
Layin' back in my bed never helped me to fall asleep
'cause you were always on my mind;
I know I say it all the time,
but I'm for real:
You have my heart, my soul, [and] my life. I have an

(Chorus)
(X2)